Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Happy Hearts at Windflower Farm and a Broken Heart in Need

                      Dolly and Juliane                                Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012


         I thought I would begin this day's blog entry with this photo of head trainer Juliane getting bussed by our red valentine--Dolly!  It was late one night exactly a year ago today, just at Valentine's Day, that I woke from a fitful sleep.  I couldn't stop thinking of the photos of all those horses I viewed on the website of a wholesale horse dealer in New Jersey.  In four days I knew most of them would all be packed into stock trailers for a miserable ride to either Canada and Mexico, where they would be slaughtered for horse meat.  I clicked on my computer and scrolled through the pictures.  Which one?  Saying yes to one meant saying no to all the others.  I kept returning to number 613.  It was her eye--partially obscured by the reflection of the rude but potentially life-saving flash of a rescue group member's camera--that kept pulling me in:


                 Dolly at the Auction House                      Ida Howell copyright 2011

       

       The description listed her as one "terrified baby--needs groceries."  She certainly did.  Every bone was visible.  (For Dolly's story at length, see Windflower Weekly blogs for  February 2011).  However, the "baby" part was incorrect:  a look at her teeth put her between three and a half and four.  Yet, the "terrified" part was accurate--very!  Dolly had never been handled in her life.  She was as wild as a mustang, except she didn't flee from people on sight.  She'd obviously seen humans from whatever her undoubtedly sub-standard confines had been.  She sure wouldn't let you near her.  She sure does now!


   Dolly and Juliane                                                           Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012

      

      Here she is--still garbed in winter fuzz--having her first ride in the dressage arena with Juliane on board.  You can see by Dolly's relaxed body and soft eye that her trust in her rider is complete. 


       So I would have to rank Dolly's year with us this year's favorite Valentine story .  She is a wonder!

  



 Who is Saint Valentine?

       There have been many animals--not just horses, of course, --who have brought Windflower Farm significant joy.  But before I move to a sampling of them I thought I'd just write a paragraph or two about Valentine's Day.  Who was Saint Valentine, that I, and so many others, including the Hallmark Corporation, countless florists, jewelers, and chocolatiers, have benefited from his life?

       In the the third century CE, Claudius II, better known as Claudius Gothicus, ruled the Roman empire.  Now Claudius did not like Christians, and when he learned that the priest Valentine was not only providing them succor but joining them in holy matrimony, he had him arrested and tossed into the clink.  Claudius quite liked Father Valentine, that is until the priest shone his Christian light on the emperor himself and urged him to convert.   His tolerance level now surpassed, Claudius sentenced Valentine to death by stoning and clubbing.  However, this bothersome priest would not go so easily.  Another method was needed.  So, he was dragged to Flaminian Gate and beheaded.  February 14th marked the date of this martyrdom.   Though, like the birth of Jesus, this is likely to be incorrect.  (Note:  somewhere between the site of the failed stoning and clubbing and the site of his beheading, Father Valentine found the time and presence of mind--not to mention all the strength he had left in his poor battered body--to restore the sight and hearing of his jailer's blind and deaf daughter.)   

      Quite a number of years--a millennium--would have to tick by before he became the patron saint of lovers.  It seems it was not until Geoffrey Chaucer's poem Parlement of Foules (Parliament of Birds, c.1380) that Saint Valentine began to get some press.  However, his readership remained limited until his story became attached to sentimental custom.  It should be noted that in 1969, due to the lack of detailed factual information about his life, he was removed for the Catholic Church's General Calendar for universal liturgical veneration.  However, he still enjoys being listed on their official roster of saints.

       Ironically, in 1537 that lecherous murderer of women Henry VIII declared by Royal Charter that February the 14th be known as Valentine's Day.  No wonder Queen Elizabeth, his daughter, never married!

       Now, of course, Valentine's Day, is not just for lovers.  Children get valentine treats and cards from parents.  Parents get  school-crafted cards.  Brothers send cards to sisters (sometimes), and sisters to brothers (more often than sometimes).  Grown children send cards to parents, little children to parents and to grandparents (some prodding necessary here.)  For certain businesses it's a banner day.  But most of all--you'd better not forget your wife or sweetheart!




Windflower Hearts



       Here at Windflower, hearts are not only worn on our sleeves but our pets as well.  Here is Annie, my daughter Marleny's dear, sweet, and now, sadly departed, friend: 



   Annie                                                                                     Ainslie Sheridan  copyright 2012


And Alec's pup Toby, endlessly cheerful and faithful (now also sorely missed):

                     Toby                                                        Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012


     

         Sometimes our hearts wear kittens! 


   Heart-climbing kitten                                                               Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012



   
      
        And sometimes our kittens wear kittens with a heart backdrop:


   Game interrupted                                                       Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012




    
   Sometimes the heart can be seen:


   Kip and Amalia at Church                                       Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012

       


       Sometimes not!




   Baby squirrel                                                                        Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012





But that unseen heart saves another heart which blossoms and is soon released.
  




       

Sometimes our hearts run riot with the sheer joy of life!


   Before the Storm                                                           Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012







And sometimes wild hearts are just passing through!


  Mama Vixon and Kit                                                   Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012







       And sometimes tamed hearts must wait!


              Hachiko                                                     Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012



       This is the statue of the Akita "Hachiko," which stands just outside Shibuya Station, Tokyo.  Someone placed a real live Akita pup between his legs.  I snapped this thirty-nine years ago when I was twenty-three, but Hachiko is still there and will be there long after I'm gone.  Hachiko followed his master, a Japanese University professor, every day to the train station.  He would wait there until the man's evening return, and everyone in the station knew it.  But one day late in WWII, his friend  did not return:  he had died in that day's fire bombings.  For the rest of his natural life Hachiko lived on the station platform, watching the passengers get off every train, hoping that his friend the professor would return at last.  Hachiko was buried at the station, and a statue erected in honor of his loyalty.  Everyone who gets off at Shibuya station meets their loved one or friend at "Hachiko."


       And, speaking of waiting hearts (you know this if you've read the last two blog entries), this heart waited six years, for twenty-two hours a day, in a cage for his heart's wish to come true:  and it did!

    Jon and Rufo                                                                          Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012




 A Very Broken Heart!


       I know that Valentine's Day has now become a celebration of  hearts who love and are loved, but I must now turn to the subject of a broken heart--a totally broken heart in a very broken body.  This a heart that can't wait.  When I was little, I believed it when Peter Pan (played by Mary Martin) said we could all save Tinkerbell, dying at the hands of Captain Hook, by clapping our hands.  I and my brothers clapped as hard as we could.  We cheered as little Tink's light got brighter and brighter.  And then she was saved.  But it will take more than clapping to save this heart and to put an end to the heartless people who so badly mistreated him as well as many other animals we will never see.  Meet "Highway":


    Highway                                                                                    Ann Fratesi copyright 2012   









       This dog was left to die on a Mississippi Delta highway by some miserable creature, who, if genetically tested, would be found to be human.  This is what is known in pit bull fighting as a "bait" dog.  His--or her--muzzle is taped shut and he is restrained by a handler.  So, there is no escape.  The "job" of the bait dog is to receive vicious bites from other pit bulls in order to increase their "gameness," their desire to kill.  More often than not, when there's nothing left of them from all the fights they have endured, these dogs are given "a bath."  What does this term mean?  They are doused with a bucket of water.  Then gator clips at the end of an electric cord are attached to their ears.  The cord is plugged in and they are electrocuted.  They are occasionally dumped and once in a blue moon a police raid comes across one.  But most of the time we never get to see these poor creatures.



       What these dogs are compelled to endure is hideous, it is monstrous, and it goes on all around the United States, mostly in the south.  It is here in Massachusetts.  Dog fighting is a felony in all fifty states, but it is highly secretive and difficult to infiltrate.  The FBI rarely dedicates resources to catch these cruel lowlifes, whose own children are often in attendance.  Lyrics from the South Pacific song come to mind.  

       You've got to be taught to hate before it's too late, 
       Before you're six or seven or eight--
       You've got to be carefully taught.

       Come on, law enforcement:  if not for the dogs, for the children!  This behavior, at the least, constitutes introducing minors to felonious and cruel behavior.  Those who abuse animals so often go on to abuse fellow humans.

        I will write more on pit bull fighting in another blog entry.  The immediate concern--the concern of all us who know of Highway's plight--is to keep him from being euthanized,  getting him the veterinary care he needs, and, finally, getting him the life he deserves.  Mankind owes this dog.  


       As you can imagine the care needed to bring this poor boy back from the brink of death has been expensive.  In addition to his obvious dog fight injuries, he has heart worms and parasites.  And it has just been determined that the will need yet another operation.  He has entropion--a condition in which his lower lashes curve into his eyes causing him to blink and squint constantly in pain.  Dogs who become bait dogs are usually the ones who are not good fighters.  Obviously, those who can't see to defend themselves effectively are also deemed good candidates for the job.

       Please, please send anything you can--no amount is too small--to either  www.arrf-arrf.org which has a PayPal account set up for him.  (Ann Fratesi who first got the call about Highway is a volunteer there) or you can mail a check (please mark it "For Highway") directly to:

       Greenville Animal Clinic
       1902 Highway 1 South
       Greenville, Mississippi 38701

      Highway will need ongoing care and, unless a foster home can be found,  will have to stay in a kennel while he heals. So the vet bills and kennel costs is what we must defray.  If this cannot be done it is possible that he will be euthanized.  

       And then a real home must be found--a loving, warm, nurturing home!   Given what he has been through Highway cannot go to a home with other dogs.  He doesn't growl at all dogs but he does growl at some.  And who can blame him!  But how is he with humans?  The following You Tube taken at the vet's office will tell you more about his character than I ever could:
 

 
       When I first heard Highway's story and saw those awful awful pictures I knew I would need to write about him in my blog.  But this blog was intended to be about love, not about vicious and cruel depravity.  But in the end, and if all goes well--and I and others a determined that it will--it is very much about love.  It is about the love of a woman who did not drive by but who stopped on the highway.   She picked this near dead and bleeding boy up, loaded him in her car, and drove him to the animal hospital.  It is about the love of Dr.  Edwin Nordan, who immediately began to administer care though there was no owner to guarantee that the care would be reimbursed, and its about Ann Fratesi, of aarf aarf. org, a small cadre of volunteers who work to stem the tide of animal abuse and neglect in the Mississippi Delta region.   And its also about love of those many people who are currently networking on poor Highway's behalf.  


       And last, and certainly not least, it is about Highway himself who, despite the tortures and betrayals he has endured at the hand of mankind, has nothing but love and copious kisses to offer.  No love is more unconditional than his.  Please help him.


       I wish you the happiest of Valentine's Day.  May roses, chocolates, and most of all love, keep coming your way.  Thank you for reading The Windflower Weekly.

--  Ainslie Sheridan




                                           Repose on a Rose                Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012





I wish to acknowledge the following for providing information for the historical portion of this blog:

1.  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valentine%27s_Day
2.  http://www.novareinna.com/festive/saintval.html
 







Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Kip The Pony, Brit The Mule, and Rufo the Pit Bull-Mix At Church

     Kip and Amalia About to be Blessed                                                      Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012



              One week ago I received an e-mail from the mother of one of my students.  Here is what Martha said:

       "At our church in South Acton we are having a service of Blessing of the Animals next Sunday at 4:00 pm."  
      
       Martha wanted to know if she could use some of the photos I'd taken of her wonderful son, Tim, with my horses.  That would be a resounding yes from me.  But then she had added:

      "Of course you are invited if you'd like to come, and to bring any creature you would like.  All four-foots and two-foots welcome." 

       After a few more e-mails and phone calls were exchanged, it was arranged.  Kip the pony, Brit the mule, and Rufo the pit bull-mix would attend, led by their devoted friends Amalia, Jenna, and Jon.  I can't say I didn't have a few moments of trepidation prior to the service.   Kip and Brit had enjoyed a lot of Natural Horsemanship training and generally comported themselves very well in-hand.  But in a church--a small church, at that, whose congregants would be comprised not only of humans but an undetermined number and mix of other critters?  Added to that, there would be music--piano, guitars, and humans "lifting up their voices to the Lord."  If they were unhappy or anxious, they could express those feelings in a powerful and potentially destructive way.
       
       And what would Rufo, the recently adopted pit bull-mix, make of this--well, mix?  Until a few weeks ago, for twenty-two hours a day he'd spent six of his seven years in a cage at the Yonkers Animal Shelter in New York.  There might be a lot of dogs there.  Would he be overwhelmed?  Was it unfair to ask him to be there?


        And then--most importantly--there was our own wonderful and heroic thirty-six year-old daughter Marleny.   At the age of twelve she had been sexually assaulted by her Sunday School teacher when we lived in Groton.  Since then she's only been to church once--a Christmas service at a church in Concord when she was fifteen.    She shook the entire time. 


        We all agreed on a solution--an evacuation plan, actually.  If anyone, human, child, dog, pony, or mule seemed unhappy, or in any kind of distress, we would simply see them to an exit.  Jon would take Rufo home, and anyone else could wait in my truck or trailer.

       The night before the service, just before nodding off to sleep, I had visions of flying chalices, shattered stained glass, a galloping pony and mule, and weeping children.  And last, but certainly not ever least, manure.

       The day before and the morning of the service, I placed a small tarp in a paddock and practiced leading Kip and then Brit on and off.  We use tarps a lot in training.  As many of you already know, horses, being prey animals,  are naturally frightened of anything that moves, makes a noise, or just plain looks weird.  So, we will put a tarp down in the round pen and move the horse around--usually at the walk or trot--using a long whip until she gets close to that scary blue crinkly thing with the teeny tiny metal rings that flash in the sun.  

        Horses--being no different in this respect than many humans  (myself, included)--are happy to stand still and chill-lax when the pressure's off.  So, that's done by lowering the whip and giving praise each time they get near the tarp.  Often they will move to the shiny blue sheet as soon they enter the round pen.  Basically, the meaning for them has changed:  from fear and sensing something to escape to a place of security and R & R. 

       At the same time, while becoming adjusted to the oh-so-scary tarp, they begin to learn that they don't have to run from what their DNA tells them to, after all.  For instance, if I leaned a bicycle up against the pen theoretically it should take the horse less time to get up-close-and-personal with it than the tarp.  If you continue resolutely along this path, your horse will ultimately become, quite literally, bomb-proof and you can sign him up for your town's annual 4th of July parade.


       But back to Kip and Brit.  They both remembered their tarp training very well.  I added another element they would need in order to be at their Sunday best:  standing on it for a long period of time.  After five or so minutes, Kip and Brit particularly, got antsy and moved all around.  Crunching up the tarp with hooves was verboten:  it would have rendered its other and very necessary role, that of port-a-potty, useless.  So, I would center them again on the tarp and, when they were still, reward them with a bit of carrot.  They soon learned that if they stood nicely they got something good.   Gradually, they were trained to stand at longer lengths.  I quit when I got each girl up to fifteen minutes (a pretty long time, actually).  I had other horses that needed tending to.  Besides, when I ran the Honolulu Marathon (twenty-six miles and two hundred and eighty-five yards) back in 1978, the longest training run I had done was eighteen miles.  I just had to believe that the remaining eight-plus miles were do-able for me.  And now I had to believe that an additional forty or so minutes would be do-able for Kip and Brit.


       Jon arrived an hour early so Rufo could play with our seven-month-old puppy Clem.  This, we hoped, would siphon off some of Rufo's energy and, hopefully, decrease any anxiety.


        Clem and Rufo                                                                                Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012


       Amalia arrived with her parents some thirty minutes later.  (You will remember Amalia from another blog entry as the inventor of the "Mother Stroke.")  Then it was on to church for one and all.  As soon as we unloaded, I handed Brit over to her favorite rider, fifteen-year-old Jenna.  Kip was led by Amalia, Rufo by Jon and Marleny, and I stood ready to help if anything out of the ordinary happened.  Wait, this was out of the ordinary!  How many kids in Massachusetts or even in all of New England get to say they went to church--in church--with a pony and mule?

      We walked up the disabled ramp and through the front doors.  It was just a few minutes before the service, so most congregants were settled in the pews or sprawled out on the floor when we walked in and onto the tarp laid out in a back corner.  It was rather tight.  See for yourself:

                     Full House                                                 Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012




                              Marleny and Brit                                                       Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012


       Then out came cameras in all their forms--iPhone, Androids, cellphones and "real" ones like I use.  You know the kind, you look right at it and it visually replies:  "Yes, I am a camera, a dedicated camera."  Flashes abounded.  Many horses find those akin to lightning bolts and are very fearful, but over the years I've flashed at Kip and Brit ad nauseam, so they were just fine.  In fact, over the years Kip has gotten so much attention that I wouldn't have been surprised if she'd expected to be walked down the Hollywood Hall of Fame to impress her hoof print.  Unfortunately for Kip, but fortunately for us, she didn't get to impress her hoof on anything or anybody that hour.

      Brit, to my knowledge, has never been in a building other than a small barn.  At my place she has a stall but she is free to go in and out at will.  So I was pleased with her tolerance of a very new situation.  This was no small part due to the trust she has in Jenna.  Here they are again with Kip off to the side:


               Brit with Jenna, Kip                                                          Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012





      Rufo followed Jon right up the aisle to a pew.  Here they are:


                    Rufo and Jon                                                         Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012

     
     

       We were warmly welcomed by Reverend Katrina Wuensch and then came the hymn, "All Creatures Great And Small."  Skipping ahead, the Prayer of Confession was a call to recognize the destructive dominion over which we have governed and ruled animals, and a call to increase our fellowship with them and recognize them for the sentient creatures they are, that they, too, are entitled to savor "the sweetness of life."


       Well, I was right on board with that.  When I was eight my aunt--a Maryknoll nun--urged (understatement here) my father to get us baptized and into religious instruction.  I thought that was a very good idea.  All the kids in the neighborhood had gravely informed me that since we didn't go to church and since I ate hot dogs on Friday (I refused to eat the codfish cakes my mother made) we were bad Catholics.  In fact, one particularly nasty boy named Anthony DelGado--who, a year or so earlier, had cut off the front paw of a stray kitten with his Boy Scout knife--reported to me that his mother had said my whole family was going straight to hell.  A few decades later, though for different reasons, I came to agree with Anthony's mom, though mine was a more metaphorical reading on what constituted my family's pathway to hell.

    
       I and three of my brothers were baptized.  (My older two brothers had apparently been baptized sometime before I was born.)  I got a set of godparents who gave me rosary, a pink catechism book, and a small cross with a skinny sad man with a beard hanging from it.  Then the priest dribbled some water onto my head.  My infant brother was up next.  The priest took him from my mother's arms, held him over the baptismal fount, and dribbled water onto his head as well.  My brother--his face now beet red--screamed and cried in absolute terror.   His terror became my terror and I wanted out of there.


       In a few minutes we were, but the next week it was on to religious instruction.  All the kids who left school early on Wednesdays for these classes took the bus to St. Martin's of Tours, but not us.  Since I was already eight and my brother nine, and since we were lamentably behind in knowing the words of Jesus (as interpreted by the men who wrote the Bible, which was interpreted by the Catholic Church, which was itself interpreted by the nuns and priests of our local parish), special arrangements had to be made.  We were to receive private instruction at the hands of that same man who had scared my baby brother to death--Father Cafferty.


       My father dropped my brother and me off at the rectory.  There a nun escorted us into a dark, wood-paneled room where Father Cafferty waited.  He beckoned us to sit in his lap, enclosing both of us in his arms as he read from a little illustrated book about the woman who got to ride a donkey while going to town called Bethlehem.  I still remember the beautiful blue of her robes.

       "Father Cafferty, do animals go to Heaven?" I asked.
       
       "No, animals have no souls, only humans go to Heaven."


       That was it--the deal-breaker with me and the Catholic Church:   "Then I'm not going.  I'll stay here."
        
       "I pray we will all be in Heaven."  He pulled me closer.


       That's when things went from highly unsatisfactory to soul-splitting terrifying.  I was eight, and having lived one full heathen year past the age of reason, I suddenly found myself in the hell the kids on my block said was my destination (though not quite in the manner they conceived it).  My brother, having lived one and half years, was right there in the conflagration with me and would have to stay longer.

       Father Cafferty, it turned out, was the devil in disguise, intent on claiming us as his own in a very horrific way.  I jumped off his lap and stood under the clock.  The message, I thought, should have been clear:  this "lesson" with Ainslie and her brother was over!  He snapped open his black-cassock covered arm and beckoned me back, but I refused.  He got up, opened the door, and gestured towards a bench, advising me to sit there.  He then turned, shut the door, and returned to the matter of my brother's religious needs.  That was the last time I went to catechism.  When I got home I shrieked, screamed, and yelled that I wasn't going to "retard catechism" ever again, and that I hated being Catholic.  


       For some reason, my parents didn't make me go back.  My father, who brought his own malignant pathologies to bear on me, and I believe, all my brothers, for some reason said I didn't have to go.  Maybe he was afraid I'd spill the beans on a certain brotherhood he shared with this man of the cloth.  My poor brother was not a ranter like his sister, and returned to "class."  While I was in high school Father Cafferty became a Monsignor.  Some forty years later, I called the Rockville Center Diocese to see if he'd been caught.  The administrator there spoke of him in warm, loving terms.  It had been several years since his death, she said, and the entire diocese was still in mourning. 

      
       In the many years that have passed, I've learned that, like Glenda and the Wicked Witches of the East and West, there are good priests and bad priests, good congregations and bad ones.  And the South Acton Congregational Church is definitely a good one.  Kind, loving fellowship abounds.  Here's a short You Tube I made from the Flip video I slipped into Marleny's hands a few minutes into the ceremony. 




       Please forgive its poor quality.  First of all, Marleny was standing behind the last row of pews next to our well-behaved, but nonetheless, distracting animals.  And then there is the shaking caused by Marleny's laughter when the chicken someone brought in gives a huge squawk!   Now that was the most wonderful moment of the service for me.  Fearful association of the past was absent.   Marleny delighted in being in this church with its welcoming, animal-loving environment.  As I listened to Katrina's sermon, the chicken, and Marleny's and the other congregants' laughter, I got teary and my heart swelled.


           
       Then a heart-warming "Lighting of the Candles" followed.   Animal friends, and photos of departed precious animal friends were brought forward.    Jon walked up with Rufo and lit a candle for Robbie, his first rescue dog who had died several years ago:

                                   Rev. Wuensch, Jon, Rufo     Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012

       
       I lit a candle for Bo, my dear shepherd mix.  (You may have read about her in a previous blog entry: "A Great Dog" Oct 5, 2011.)

       More music!  The choir sang the upbeat children's song "All God's Creatures Got a Place in the Choir."  It was charming.  I didn't know the song, so I did a little research online.  The composer is Bill
Staines, whose songs have been recorded  by various groups including Peter, Paul and Mary.  He's one of our own-- born in Medford ("Meh-fid"),  and raised in Lexington.  He's on the coffee house circuit, so look him up!


      Then came the actual blessing.  Amalia led the way with Kip, followed by Jenna and Brit:


     Kip being blessed by Rev. Wuensch                                                                       Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012

      
      A closing prayer, a song, and it was over.  However, such an experience will live on with all of us who were present.  Those other animals who attended either in person or by photo all have their own stories and their own families who love them dearly.  All animals and humans were blessed and content.  But most of all the Bible expressed my feelings that day better than I ever could:  "My cup runneth over!"

Blessings on you all and thank you for reading The Windflower Weekly--


Ainslie Sheridan 


Note:  In the first photo of Kip you may wonder about the heart that is on her hindquarters.   I did this with a clippers this past autumn as her winter coat was beginning to come in.

                                                                                                                                                                                          

Monday, January 30, 2012

Rufo, The Pit Bull Mix That Nobody Wanted.

               Rufo                                                                              Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012



      On the surface this may appear like a very short blog but I hope you will find appearances deceiving.  Please click on here:











      Back to horses, and our amazing Dolly, next week.  Hope you are enjoying temperatures akin to what we're having here in the land of the Bean and the Cod.

      Talk with you soon and thank you for reading The Windflower Weekly--

Ainslie 

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Dolly at Home and Her First Trip to Crane Beach, Christmas News!

             Dolly in Tide Pool                                                                                Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011


       It was finally Dolly's first day at the beach.  How did it go?
Details to come, but only after some domestic photos of her taken here at Windflower a few days before.

       "Ainslie, get your camera!" Juliane's voice was soft but insistent.  Photo op;  could be wild or domestic, coyote or dog, horse or mule, even one of the chickens or the turkey.
       "Be down in a flash."

        A scene unusual in the horse world met my eyes:  Dolly, the formerly feral horse, was nuzzling Juliane while lying down and . . .


               Dolly and Juliane                                                           Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011



            
             relishing a scratch!




              Dolly and Juliane                                                                   Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011

              
      

       and then a kiss!


             Dolly and Juliane                                                                           Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011


        


       All Followed by total trust and relaxation:


          Juliane and Dolly                                                                                     Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011



      
       Over the years I've had many wonderful moments with horses--including foals being born--but this one with Dolly is right up there with the best of the best.  I can't accurately convey in words the warm golden happiness I felt when I saw this; so very special.


Crane Beach with Dolly

       Juliane and I had determined that on our next trip to the beach we would bring four horses, each of us riding two.  The first go I was on Firefly and Juliane rode Elementa.  I had my good camera and was committed to keeping it safe, so I wasn't going to do any riding through the water.  This abundance of caution is based on an experience I had while riding Tica at Crane almost twelve years ago.  So, please permit me to digress to that time:

       I had already ridden out into the ocean with a friend on two of my Andalusians.  The waves actually lifted us up as the horses swam towards shore.  It was a thrill.
      
       So I thought nothing of taking then four-year-old Tica in chest deep on her first beach ride.  I was determined to get a shot of her shadow on the breaking foam and leaned over with my throw-a-way camera while trying to get Tica to stand.  But she was far too excited.  An electronic crawl line in my brain interrupted my focus:  'Maybe this isn't such a good--'  and at just that moment I glanced over my shoulder--a six-foot wave just beginning to crest, heading straight for us.


       Tica exploded into the air like one of Neptune's steeds.  I flew up out of the saddle but my foot momentarily caught in the stirrup.   I landed smack in the now receding water, my right shoulder hitting the densely packed hard, wet sand.   I managed to get my head above water and could stand long enough to see that my friend, who was riding with me, had Tica in hand.  But then my leg buckled so I had to crawl to dry land on two knees and one arm while enduring unsolicited bouts of intense hydro-therapy.

       Fortunately, one of the riders on the beach who saw this all unfold was an EMT.  She handed her horse off to a friend and helped me to my feet, my shoulder now roaring with pain.

      "I think you broke your clavicle."

      "Wasn't she the head nun in Madeleine?

       "What?" 

       She either thought my knowledge of basic anatomy was limited or that, perhaps, I'd incurred a brain injury.  (Normally, I like to think my sense of humor is a bit sharper but, because of the pain, it seemed I had arrived at my wit's end.)


       "Sorry, yes, clavicle.  Collarbone, right?"


        "Right.  Those spasms of pain you're having are caused by the muscles adjusting around a break."

        "----!" (expletive deleted), I replied.  


       She called the gatekeeper, who said they'd fetch me off the beach with the service jeep.  An ambulance would be waiting in the parking lot.

       The question then was what to do with Tica.  Had it been this current year, any of my horses would have permitted themselves to be ponied alongside a jeep but a dozen years ago I wasn't yet fully converted to Natural Horsemanship.  (Actually, if I had been fully converted to Natural Horsemanship this probably wouldn't have happened in the first place.)  So, one of the EMT's friends ponied her horse back while she climbed aboard Tica and went back with my friend.

        Sadly, my attempted photo shoot occurred a full two miles from the beach entrance.  It seemed forever before the jeep showed up, and it seemed to take me another forever to get in the little thing.  The pain of riding over great lengths of deep sand was only surpassed by the pain of the short ride over the primitive boardwalk.

       Getting onto the litter was no fun either, but I quite enjoyed the ambulance ride.  The spasms had subsided and the adrenaline rush was still on, so the pain was not too too bad.  I had a one hundred-eighty-degree view of the charming towns of Ipswich, Wenham, and Hamilton.  This is Boston's Northshore where, in the nineteenth century, the wealthy beat city summer heat by heading for the hills and shores around Massachusetts Bay.  There was, and continues to be, lots of money here, hence the many established horse farms and the exclusive Myopia Hunt Club, so-named after four of its founding members who had poor vision.


       By the time the paramedics transferred me at Beverly Hospital's ER, the pain had returned full throttle.  It was October and the ocean water and sea air had been chilly, cold actually.   Soaked through, I was now shivering uncontrollably.  It didn't help to remember someone once saying that the most common condition for cases of hypothermia is not below freezing but being drenched and out in the wind at 55 degrees.  I was glad the nurse didn't try to weigh me.  Now that would have been thoroughly depressing.

      The nurses were wonderful.  I was immediately and gently stripped of my clothes, covering the floor with sand, then helped to put on a gown, and finally swaddled in heated blankets.  After a quick X-ray, which confirmed what everyone already knew--very broken collarbone--I was given a lovely shot of morphine.  


      A short time later my wonderful husband Jim arrived.   Alison, a dear friend who'd come along in my truck with her dog, had called him.  I held up one arm to stave off a kiss:  
    
       "Drugs, not hugs!"


       In the end, and though I was determined otherwise, this miserable break kept me off horses for nearly eight weeks.  Naturally, I was furious.  It was a costly but important lesson.  Don't try to combine professions when one of them involves riding a horse.

       And that's why (back to the present) all the following pictures of Juliane I took just a few weeks ago were taken with both my feet planted on terra firma.


      On our first go down the beach I rode Firefly, and here are Juliane and Elementa:


           Elementa and Juliane                                                              Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011


    Elementa and Juliane                                                                                Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011
   
Firefly next:


   Firefly and Juliane                                                                                   Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011

       
       And then Juliane, always a glutton for horse happiness and adventure, bareback on Firefly:


   Juliane and Firefly                                                                                           Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011
 

   
             Usually, we arrive at Crane Beach an hour or so before low tide, which gives us an hour to ride on either side.  That's when the beach is at its best.  The ocean has retreated, leaving wonderful tide pools to charge around in, and the moist flat sand provides excellent footing.  But this time, because we'd brought four horses we arrived two hours before low tide.  And though at first the riding sand was narrower and the tide pools fewer it was still pretty perfect, except for the seagulls.  Apparently, ebb tide is eat time for them and they're hungry--and incredibly cranky.  I'd always noticed numerous half clam shells on the sand.  I just assumed they were the former homes of mollusks who had died in the ocean and that they'd split in the waves before being washed ashore.  


       Well, I was right about the first part, but seagulls proved me wrong about the second.  As we approached a gull standing guard  over a clam, it emitted a series of squawks and growls obviously directed at us.  As soon as we gave it a wide berth it flew high up into the sky, clam in bill, then dropped it, splitting it in half.  The gull dropped back down from the sky and gobbled up its catch--or should I say 'drop'?  This we then saw repeated by numerous gulls along the beach.  And these "clam drops" were not only a potential spooking hazard:  a number of times they came dangerously close to Juliane's and my head!  Maybe those gulls knew how hard impact resistant ATSM helmets are, good for clam slamming.  I was reminded of the Spanish proverb, "Whether the stone hits the pitcher or the pitcher hits the stone, it's going to be bad for the pitcher."  At any rate, it was good for the gulls.  And we were both glad to be properly helmeted.  I really would not like to have an entry in my medical records read "Concussion by clam shell."


       After riding out to the point and back, we returned to the trailer, but not before we stripped Elementa and Firefly of their saddles so they could have a roll:


          Elementa                                                                                                           Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011



  
                     Firefly                                                                 Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011


        We left Elementa and Firefly back in the trailer, wearing coolers and happily munching hay so this time we left on board Tica and Dolly.  I've been told that initially horses perceive very great expanses of water to be simply empty space.  To them, until proven otherwise by their rider and other horses, the world ends where the sand does.  I can't say for certain that this is true, but I have taken a number of first-time horses to the beach:  And that great expanse of water, particularly if there are waves, does cause them to question whether it would be in their mortal interest to approach.

      But not Dolly:  She was not a bit afraid.  Rather, I would say she marveled.  Here she is with Juliane:

         Dolly and Juliane                                                               Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011
        
      

       Please notice the sand along Juliane's pants and boots.  Yep, she took a digger.  She will be the first to tell you that it was not Dolly's fault but hers.  And I will tell you it was also mine.  After riding a mile or so down the beach, one and all were having great fun.  Dolly was proving, once again, that she is destined to be a great riding horse.  We walked, trotted, and canter.  Then we turned for home after a mile or so.  It was Dolly's first time and we didn't want her to remember fatigue as part of her beach experience.  But as we started to canter Dolly began to buck--I mean, really buck--and she kept on bucking.  She sunfished like a rodeo horse--all four feet off the ground, back arched.  Juliane fell and Dolly shot off up beach.  I got really concerned because Juliane didn't get up right away.  I tried to ride over to her but Tica had determined this was quite the event and wouldn't stand remotely still.  Meanwhile, Dolly was trying to determine whether she should take a short cut back to the trailer by galloping over the highly fragile, protected dune area.  I called for her to come but to no avail.  

      Meanwhile, Juliane managed to get up and hold Tica's reins so I could get off.  I walked in Dolly's direction then called her once again.  This time she trotted to within fifteen feet of me.  She allowed me to close the distance and take her by the reins.  Juliane said she's whacked her head and gave her hip a good bump but that she could ride back.  She handed me her dressage whip, saying she didn't need it, and that it might be best if I could carry it.

       That was when we both began to posit what might have happened.  Dolly hasn't been ridden much but she has been so wonderful each time that this time something must have happened to cause her bucking behavior.  Certainly, it wasn't the beach itself.  She had made her initial introduction to the the beach better than any horse I'd ever taken there.  Then Juliane said it was her fault, that she let her guard down and had been carrying a dressage whip for the first time.  Since Dolly is only just beginning her legs aids, Juliane thought she might need a whip to press against her should she be reluctant to go near the water.  But Juliane had never carried one while riding Dolly before, and neither had I.  We guessed that while cantering the whip had accidentally tapped Dolly, causing her to ignite and buck.  With Juliane unseated she probably got tapped even more.  It was Juliane's mistake and mine, too.  We just hadn't paid attention.  Working around horses a lot longer than Juliane and, of course, the fact that both Juliane and Dolly are in my care, I have to take the brunt of the blame.  I knew the rule--when out and about never introduce a new piece of equipment to your horse without first trying it at home.

       For the remainder of the ride Dolly was her lovely, calm self but her rider was busy recriminating herself for the whip and her inability to stay on.  She was also sore and a bit dizzy.  So we didn't take the time to allow Tica and Dolly to roll but after a short walk in the tide pools headed back to the trailer.  Because of her wooziness Juliane needed to see a doctor.  Now in the trailer, Juliane called her mother and between the two of them they got an appointment.  In little over an hour we were home.  I unloaded the horses as quickly as I could and took Juliane to the doctor where we were later joined by her mother.  It was a mild concussion:  no riding for a week.

       The week has now passed and Juliane is back to riding over hill and dale.  Jim and I passed a quiet and lovely Christmas.  Our son Alec flew home from Montana where he's in graduate school.  Our daughter Marleny was with us as well.  We were joined by our good friend Dion.  I'm looking forward to getting my promised gift (as soon as we can locate the right one), an overhead heater for the barn.  That will make winter tacking and untacking a pleasant experience.  And the horses will be able to dry their damp backs before they're blanketed.


       Christmas morning I was the first one up--I still had presents to wrap.  I fed the horses, turned on the Keurig, and then the computer.  Do you remember Tommy, the sweet two-year-old pit bull whose previous owner had cut off his ears with a pair of scissors (my God!)?   I can't resist showing you his dear face once again:




       Well, I had an e-mail message from the Deja Foundation sent late Christmas Eve.  A wonderful and knowledgeable person--with a dog behaviorist as her best friend--had come forward to adopt Tommy!  She'll pick him up as soon as he recovers from being neutered.  The news of the adoption was a great Christmas present to find on waking up.  That little fellow deserves nothing but the best of care, and it looks like he'll now get it.  Blessings all around to those who made it happen.  As for his previous owner, I hope Santa brought him nothing--not even sticks and coal--unless they somehow could be ignited to kindle some kind of warmth in his heart.

       Next blog will have news of our dear little pup Clem, who has been up to all sorts of fun and mostly innocent mischief.  Until then, I wish all of you and yours the happiest of New Years.

   Dolly and Juliane                                                                                                       Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2011
  
  Thank you for reading  The Windflower Weekly.  Talk with you soon--
            Ainslie