Saturday, September 15, 2012

Windflower Farm Welcomes Henley, Cape Cod Girls They Have No Combs, And My Novel TROPHIES


Readers of Windflower Farm Weekly, 

TROPHIES Is Now Available On Kindle!


                                                Fox Kit Press copyright 2012

      
       Some of you may remember this novel about show jumping that I wrote some twenty years ago.  It was published as a paperback in 1990 by Signet/New American Library.  It did well (two printings), but later was available only through Amazon.com and second-hand book dealers.  Now Kindle has made it possible to publish it electronically.  Because the cover is but a scant square inch on the Kindle bookstore tablet, the Kindle cover design is simple.

       For those of you who haven't read it, here is the Kindle introduction:
       
       Trophies takes you into the true heart of the horse world, its intrigues, money, cut-throat competition, triumphs, and tragedies.  In its details of struggle, betrayal, loss, and love, it's one of the most realistic novels ever published about equine sport and the personalities who drive it.
     
      Diana Winston has a dream--to rise to the top of this sport.  But obstacles over five feet high and six feet wide are not her only hurdles.  With no bankroll and no family, she has but two friends:  Olympic gold medal winner Jim Williams helps her navigate the world of the rich and entitled while guarding a secret that will break Diana's heart.
       
      The second friend is Dr.  Steve Rodriguez.  A renowned Mexican virologist, he lost everything in the 1985 Mexico City earthquake.  Overwhelmed with guilt and depression, he enters the United 
States illegally and, concealing his past, takes up a lowly position as a groom.  Drawn to Diana's energy and talent, he presents her with a slaughter-bound stallion, declaring that this horse can take her to the pinnacle of show jumping.
 
       As Diana presses ahead at a Grand Prix event in Newport, she meets Dr. Bill Stanford, a brilliant neurosurgeon and horse show enthusiast.  Bill is deeply attracted to her and determines he must radically change his personal and professional  life.

       The early AIDS epidemic is raging and Diana finds herself drawn into the terrifying world of one of its victims.

       A classic novel of the horse world, originally released by Signet/New American Library, Trophies is an action-filled romance that brings together the worlds of show jumping, medicine, as well as the compelling characters who inhabit them.
         
         Trophies was fortunate enough to receive a five-star rating from Amazon.com, where independent readers' reviews have been posted over the years.  On Kindle it's priced at $4.99.

  

   Henley Arrives At Windflower

     Henley and Dolly Meet                                                  Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012



       This gorgeous man on the left is Henley, a Connemara and Thoroughbred cross now owned by our trainer Juliane Dykiel.  He came to us via Juliane's brother Hadrien, who--when he's not immersed in his studies at UMass, Amherst--is busy helping people with problem horses.  Actually, of course, he usually winds up helping horses that are experiencing people problems.  Henley had been constantly rearing with riders on his back.  Those of you who have experienced rearing "up close and personal" know it's not a pleasant experience.  But horses misbehave--or, rather, behave like we don't want them to--for several reasons:  pain, fear, lack of respect, or a combination of the three.  Henley's previous owner was conscientious and had him examined thoroughly by a vet.  So pain was ruled out.

       Hadrien then set about teaching Henley that he (Hadrien) was in charge.  He did this by acting as herd leader and duplicating herd dynamics.  On a lunge line Hadrien was able to control Henley by making him move forward as well as change direction.  Only when Henley showed some signs of submission--a lowered head, ear cocked toward Hadrien, licking his lips--did Hadrien remove the pressure and allow him to rest.  These sessions culminated with what is often referred to as "join-up" or "hooking on."  After this training and when unhooked from his lunge line, Henley voluntarily followed Hadrien about the indoor at liberty.

       Next came the mounted work, and here I will let Hadrien speak for himself on this YouTube:


                      
                                                                            allhorsestuff copyright 2012

              
      We let Henley get acclimated here at Windflower in his own paddock for a couple of days before introducing him to the other horses.  This is an important first step.  It allowed him to make over-the-fence acquaintances with nobody getting kicked or bitten.  We could watch the interactions and determine what friendships might take a little longer to develop, then choose which horse would be his first turn-out partner.  Dolly stepped forward for the job.  The following YouTube is an example of Dolly using the herd behavior called "yielding the forequarters" on Henley right after we brought her into Henley's paddock.  As trainers we do a variation of this exercise ourselves.  We stand at the horse's shoulder and tap with a stick, gradually increasing the pressure until he takes one step away, crossing the near foreleg over the far one.  Pressure is immediately taken off, and we praise and stoke him.  Then we go for two steps, and so on.  You also see Dolly turn her hindquarters towards him.  The message is clear:  "Kick coming your way unless you get out of my space!"  And he does. 


            

           

                                 
              Dolly yielding Henley's forehand                       YouTube Juliane Dykiel 2012



        We also do a form of this exercise.  When we ask a horse to back up he must do so right away, especially if he's crowding us.  We go more slowly with Henley than Dolly did.  Of course, we don't look like a horse and we weigh ever so much less!  But a horse soon learns and, with stick in hand, we can act like the dominant horse, and that's when good things happen.                                                                                               



Should You Turn Out Your Horse With Other Horses?
      

        Whether or not a horse should be turned out with other horses is hotly debated.  Those in favor of such turn-out--and I am one--argue that horses are naturally herd animals and have been for tens of thousands of years.  It's their instinct to be together.  They are prey animals, and their DNA tells them them that there is safety in numbers.  Constantly isolating a horse may increase the level of anxiety and provide conditions for ulcers and colic.  Together, horses can interact as nature intended--develop a herd order, as well simply play and have a good time.  A horse is more willing to lie down and roll--a therapeutic and relaxing behavior--if other members of the herd are standing by.  Again this speaks to the habit and necessity of prey animals having companions of their own kind act as look-outs.  It's my opinion that horses who are turned out with others are easier to train since they tend to me more at ease, more physically fit and supple.

       Here's the other side of the debate:  you have a horse just purchased from Europe at a cost of tens of thousands dollars, and you're certain this is the one to take you to the Olympics, or at least your first Grand Prix.  And you love him.  Or, you just adore your little rescue horse and money for vet calls puts a strain on the budget (doesn't it always?).   Financial concerns and love are valid reasons for not turning your animal out with others.  And pasture injuries can occur, especially with horses who have hind shoes.  It's the equivalent of a boxer with brass knuckles.  And then in winter, in the north, those shoes might have metal borium points to prevent slipping on icy patches.  They increase the level of injury potential.  Henley's previous owner subscribed to this argument and so, for at least three of his past six years, Henley had no direct equine companionship.   

       But the set-up here at Windflower is designed for horses to be together.  We have two turn-out groups, the horses and the ponies.  We might have one, but since ponies need to be continually on  Weight Watchers it's easier to feed them separately.  Each group gets at least six to twelve hours in the large pasture, which has a run-in shed.  Our stalls attach to large paddocks, so they act as run-ins, too.  All the horses are able to move freely twenty-four hours a day.  In
over thirty years my horses have yet to experience a significant pasture injury.

       Because we knew Henley hadn't been turned out with anybody in three years, we moved to integrate him very slowly and carefully into the herd.  As I mentioned he was initially kept apart.  The next day we brought Dolly, the lowest ranked member of the herd into Henley's paddock.  That was easy.  Dolly immediately went into heat and determined that the gelding Henley would make a fine husband.  But, as you saw in the YouTube, she did dominate him.  Henley couldn't have behaved better. 

      Firefly, our Haflinger mare, had an entirely different attitude toward Henley.  Firefly is the dominant mare.  What does this mean?  Like horses in the wild she gets to determine when "her" mares breed.  She couldn't do anything about Henley when he and Dolly were in a separate pasture, but when they came into her pasture, that's when the fireworks began.  Eventually Henley found himself with four mares as company.   They all wanted to get to know him except, of course, Firefly.  She spent several hours alternately chasing Henley away and gathering up her mares.  That lasted about three days.  And now, while there isn't total peace in the valley, there does seem to be an ever-moveable demilitarized zone.  In short, Henley is so very happy and thoroughly enjoying just being a horse--with other horses.




Cape Cod


     The National Seashore                                                         Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012


Cape Cod Girls They Have No Combs,
Look away, look away,
They comb their hair with codfish bones,
We are bound for Australia.
                             ---18th-century sea chanty



       In the last blog I mentioned that Jim and I took a brief trip to Cape Cod--and both of us actually did forget our combs.  But rather than wander the beaches in search of a cod skeleton, we headed to a nearby CVS and plunked our money down for a piece of molded Chinese plastic.  (I'm bound to Australia myself, to visit my son, who is part of a team researching the total solar eclipse there in November.  It's the longest trip I've had in decades.)  We stayed in the charming town of Wellfleet, located halfway between the Cape's "tip" at Provincetown and the "elbow" at Orleans.  Since the mid-1600's Wellfleet has been known for its oysters.  They are coveted for their great taste, produced by the colder waters of the estuaries and a power-packed combination of nutrients.  (Here's hoping that these oysters can gird up their loins, or whatever translates as the oyster equivalent, against climate change.)

       Normally we would have opted for a B&B, but my ribs were still a little creaky from my fall, so we stayed at the Wellfleet Motel and Lodge because it offered a  hot tub.  The first night of three we took a walk and had a lovely seafood dinner.

       Bright and early the next day we headed to the National Seashore, a beautiful stretch of beach now under federal care thanks to President John F. Kennedy.  The parking lot at Coast Guard Beach was full so we headed for Nauset Beach, near the old Nauset Lighthouse, parking at the local high school and walking a half mile or so to the beach.  When I saw the packed school lot earlier I thought the town must offer an incredible summer program.  And actually it did, the National Seashore!

       I'm a total wimp about cold water now.  Gone are the childhood Jones Beach days on Long Island when my father made me stay out of the water until my blue lips had returned to pink, or when my brothers and I pretended we couldn't hear him calling us back to shore and the return home.  To be happy swimming in a pool I need the water to be 80+F (27C).  The lifeguard told me the ocean was 59F (15C).   Cold, but the siren call lured me in.  And as I felt that wonderful rush of green water and white foam about my legs, and the tickling feeling of the sand being drawn out from under my feet by receding water, I took the plunge and felt a wonderful churning sound of water in my ears.  For nearly a half hour I was alternately cradled, splashed, and pummeled.  It was terrific.

        The boogie boards, sun bonnets, colorful umbrellas, kites snapping in the wind, and the pure fun enjoyed by everyone there was such a celebration of life.


     Sea of umbrellas                                                                Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012
  
       These two ladies sat in yoga-like poses in a little tide pool--slowly being overtaken by the incoming tide--but to them it seemed wonderfully routine:

    Two yoginis (?) in a tide pool                                          Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012

        
       Just beyond the breakers we were treated to the sight of seals.  As they headed south, one would occasionally lift its
head.  This fellow is looking back north--


     Seal Pokes His Head Out                                      Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012

--but then continues on his journey south along the shore.


    En route!                                                                   Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012        



       A pod of seals showed up, and a number of people stood observing on the shore as they passed.  What I found touching was that several adults and children waved, as if wishing them a safe trip.

       And there was good reason:



 
       
      That past week, not just sharks but great white sharks had been spotted trawling up and down the waters.  We had been warned not to swim too close to the seals because the sharks find them a very agreeable part of their diet.  But we saw neither skin nor fin of one, save this remnant of a poor baby sand shark that a little boy had found and promptly held up to his parents.  (Overcoming their initial--and obvious--revulsion, they issued admiring words for their son's found object. )




       Sharks had been sighted well south of us at Chatham, but also there was one attack north of us in Truro; a swimmer a few hundred yards off shore was bitten, though without loss of limb or life.  A few weeks after we arrived back home, more sharks had been spotted along the National Seashore, requiring several beaches to close.  This was a hard decision--it meant closing beaches on Labor Day weekend.

        On the beach I can actually say that I did not see one adult or one child with an electronic gadget.  Okay, I did see one lady with a Kindle but I'm not going to count that especially since she had in a special Zip-lock type of bag so she could read it while the water rushed and bubbled about her low-slung beach chair.

        And while there was great activity near and by the water, there was much earnest digging and construction going on higher up:  


   Cole and Noah's Castle                                                   Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012

 
        This masterpiece was wrought by Cole and Noah, two teenaged
brothers from Connecticut.  The Olympics were on at the time.  What a lovely tribute!  I said I thought it a shame that the tide would soon reclaim their work, but Clay and Cole were actually looking forward to the work of the waves.  I was reminded of those Tibetan monks who spend so much time creating great mandalas out of mere sand to remind them of the impermanence of life, and everything else.

       Yet another reminder of the impermanence of all things:

          Eroding Dune/Nauset Light                                       Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012


                  This is just one example of what Cape Cod has been battling for centuries--beach erosion.  Nauset Light itself (you see its beacon
just above) had to be moved back hundreds of feet to save it from tumbling into the Atlantic. 

                 Nauset Light                                                  Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012

    

       Here is Nauset Light again, viewed from the beach road.  Like so many people I have always been drawn to lighthouses, the beautiful guiding light that has warned so many from danger.  When I was a child--and still once in a while now--I think being a lighthouse keeper is a job I would have liked very much.  (Though almost all lighthouses are automated now.)  In elementary school I wrote a book report on Ida Lewis, the great 19th-century lighthouse keeper of Newport, Rhode Island.   As a child Ida helped maintain Lime Rock, accessible only by boat.  Every weekday Ida rowed her three siblings to shore so they could attend school.  When her parents died Ida became the official lighthouse keeper.  And because of her bravery in rescuing sailors in distress--so many that the number eclipsed those saved by any other keeper--Ida Lewis became the highest paid lighthouse keeper in the United States.  

       But there were some who perverted the role of lighthouses.  In the 18th and 19th century some colonists lit fires along the shore near dangerous hidden reefs and shoals.  It was an old trick practiced earlier in Europe.  Thinking they were lighthouses guiding them to safety, numerous crews on ships headed in and broke apart.  Only the plunder that washed ashore was rescued by these evil-doers.

       One of the verses I learned while living in Japan is about a lighthouse: 

                       "At the base of the lighthouse there is darkness."

       How many of us have run into experts fields who are unable to turn their analytical lights upon themselves?  The poetry is even more compelling in the original Japanese, but I hope my translation conveys some of its power and poignancy. 

       The Wellfleet Inn hires nearly all its summer help from an overseas program.  The young people we met were from Romania,
Macedonia, Russia, and Slovenia.  They were friendly, efficient, and very earnest in their desire to learn English.

       I had brought two copies of one of my favorite books, The Little Prince, one in Spanish, the other in English to help me out.  One night when Jim and I returned to the room there was a note written on the little memo pad next to our phone. "Little Prince is so meaningful book!"  One of these kids who cleaned our room had seen my copy and written this touching note.  When we checked out, I asked the gentleman at the front desk to give her my English copy with a note inside as well. 


Lovey Dovey R.I.P.

       I'm sorry to report that the little mourning dove that I was rehabilitating these past weeks died on the day I released her.
I thought it was time--she had a full set of flight feathers--and she looked like a real, maturing mourning dove, whereas before she looked like a pathetic sparrow with a miniscule head.

       When I let her go the first thing she flew into--smashed into, really--was the side of our house.  She circled in a downward spiral and, after a few seconds of flapping, lay still.  Poor thing!  I will miss her but I wish I could be missing her knowing she was off in the woods flocking up with other mourning doves.


Enter Finnegan     

       Clem is now over a year old and treating us to increasing feats of his hunting prowess.  Lovey Dovey was his first victim, slightly wounded, but little more than a week later I saw Clem tossing something up in the air in the far corner of the pasture.  "Leave-it!"  Running full-tilt at Clem, I arrived to witness him immediately roll onto his back in a display of half-hearted contrition.  He had a half-dead baby squirrel, still breathing but in all other ways seemingly lifeless, eyes closed, body cold.  Turning away from my the mother of my riding student, I asked her to hold her daughter's horse by the reins.  I ran, squirrel baby in hand, to the house and set up a cage with a heat lamp.  I thought he'd be lucky if he lasted as long as the remainder of my lesson.  I sent Juliane out for Gatorade just in case.

       Lesson done, I found him still alive.  Somehow he managed to drag his sorry little self to the side of the cage receiving the most heat.  I warmed the Gatorade and, prying open his tiny teeth, with the edge of the syringe I managed to squeeze in a few drops.  He swallowed.  I gave him some more.  But there was none of that rapacious gusto I'd encountered with other baby squirrels I'd had.
That night he was much the same.  I forced a few drops down his throat but, other than swallowing, he remained inert.


                         Finnegan and his hammock         Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012

       However, the next morning his little liquid black eyes looked at me with inquisitive animation.  He drank lustily from the syringe.  He was way too young for solid food, so I went to the pet store for kitten formula.  This he loved!  Wrapping his young but already expert little claws around the syringe, he slurped mightily.  When it was empty he emitted a demanding chirr.  He had three more syringes full.  And though he wanted more, that was it.  You can literally feed a squirrel to death.  So I stopped.

       Ten days later Finnegan, as he's now called, is still with us.  He's starting to put his teeth to some solid food but doesn't really yet make a dent.  However, in a few more days he'll be enjoying apples
with peanut butter, walnuts, acorns, and sunflower seed.  He'll even have a bit of a Snickers bar.  My squirrel Reese--from Resu, Japanese for squirrel--I described in an earlier blog, and Reese just adored Snickers.

       Here's Finnegan, just today, nursing.  Apologies for the poor quality, syringe in one hand and camera in the other:

                                 Finnegan Nursing            Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012


      
         
       In a week or so I'll try to track down a squirrel rehabilitator who lives a couple towns over.  She will, I imagine, winter Finnegan over in the large cage--he'll have squirrel buddies--in her backyard, then release him in spring.  I certainly hope for Finnegan's sake--and mine--that she's still in the squirrel-saving business.


       I'd like to end this blog with this YouTube that I created for the Yonkers Animals Shelter.  The music is Abba's "Take A Chance On Me" and features some glorious looking dogs with great personalities.

       Please consider adopting one.  If you can't, please pass the YouTube along to as many people as you can.  If we throw enough arrows in the air, several should result in hits.


       



       Thank you for reading The Windflower Weekly.   
     
       See you soon--

                              Ainslie
                                                                                                                                                    

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Tica Exonerated, Why Ainslie Took the Fall, Lovey Dovey's Cage Is Her Ticket To Freedom, and Clem's Feather Dreams

                    Tica in Gold                                                                            Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012


Why Did Tica Toss Me Off ?

       For those who didn't read the last blog, six weeks ago my fifteen-year-old Andalusian mare Tica bucked me off her back and onto a waiting pile of our ever-present New England Rocks.  The result was seven broken ribs,  a bruised lung and liver, and a emotionally destabilized rider.  Tica has been with me since she was a yearling.  Other than being a wee bit of a spook she has been a wonderful mount--eager to please, talented, a lovely mover, and cooperative.

      A bees' nest was ruled out since she started grazing immediately after she was free of me.  She'd been through that particular area of the trail hundreds of times before.  She didn't appear to be lame.  But when my wonderful trainer Linda Parmenter came to our barn to ride her shortly after I was released from the hospital she saw--and felt--things I had not.  Tica's musculature, she thought, was not what one would expect of a horse doing dressage four to five days a week.   Though she tried her heart out to comply with Linda's requests, it was obviously difficult for her.  My saddle, which had been stuffed to conform to her back, was now unbalanced and ill-fitting.  She had lost critical muscle mass.


       As planned before my accident, a short time after I returned home from the hospital, Linda took Tica to her own Pinehaven Farm in Hubbardston, MA, to continue her training.  But that would not begin in earnest until she had been thoroughly examined by Liz Maloney, a talented veterinarian, chiropractor I am now proud to call an essential member of the Windflower team.  Liz is also an avid show jumper who trains with renowned Olympian Leslie Burr Lenehan, so she brings that experience to her assessment as well.  One look at Tica told Liz something was seriously amiss with her front feet.  The X-rays which immediately followed revealed a terrible problem.   And it had been in the works for years.


       Her heels were way too low, too much sole had been cut away, and her hoof wall was beginning to pull away from the very bones it is supposed to protect.  Her pain had been acute but  she had been stoical and trying to do the best she could for me.  But on that last ride down and up a ditch she'd been through hundreds of times I became impatient and told her to speed it up.  And speed it up she did with the emphasis on "up."  Take one horse in ever-increasing pain, add one sharp bank to be gone down and up, and my insistence, and it was stoicism be damned!  She blew.


       Why, in God's name, didn't Tica limp clearly and demonstrably years back? 

       Why couldn't she have bucked more frequently but with less strength and altitude?  I would have gotten the message.
      
       I don't have a completely uneducated eye when it comes to lameness.  In fact,  I've witnessed a lot of horses that were obviously off--at least, to me--whose owners seemed oblivious to their animals' discomfort.  And in all those Hollywood westerns, from Gene Autry to the Magnificent Seven, I'm always able to spot some poor lame creature compelled to gallop full tilt then come to a screeching halt, often in front of a saloon.  I've seen lame horses performing tests at recognized dressage shows. The judges usually excuse them but sometimes they do not.  Why?  I just don't think they see it.

       But I saw none of this in Tica.   And that is because some horses are more stoical than others.   Why is this the case?  I wonder if it doesn't have something to with what is called "Wild Animal Syndrome."  If a prey animal is in great pain it is not in its interest to behave as such.  A limping or writhing creature serves as a "Free Lunch Here!" flag to predators.  I've seen this on a number of occasions with a bird or squirrel I've rescued, even though I'd been following all the correct shelter and food protocols.  They seem to be just fine but then all of sudden, there they are, dead at the bottom of the cage.  Though domestic, couldn't some horses, i.e., Tica, still harbor this survival mechanism?  Well, mechanism or not, I failed to notice her distress signals, however faint.


       But these signals were not faint to the professional eyes of Linda and Liz.  They knew she was a horse in trouble, and they knew what had to be done.  Enter the third star in this extraordinary trinity--Danny Dunson, the farrier.  He hails from Tennessee and his skills are deemed so vital that he flies around the U.S. tending to horses in need.  He rotates through our great state every four weeks.  He is nothing less than a hoof magician.  With one glance he knows exactly what is wrong  and, more importantly, how to fix it.  He took to Tica's feet like a maestro takes to a violin.   It will require a full year for her hooves to be put completely to rights (that's how long it takes for a hoof capsule to replace itself), but she is already so much more comfortable.  She is now back in full training and if all goes well will be ridden by Linda at the NEDA Fall Festival, an international (CDI) dressage show and the largest in the Northeast.


 
    Tica free-jumping                                            Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012


       This is Tica free-jumping two farriers ago.  I thought she was having a blast.  But is she in pain here?  Perhaps.  It does seem her heels have been cut too low.  If she unfolded those legs it looks like she'd almost be resting on the bulbs of her feet.  So, Tica, my darling horse, if you were hurting I do so apologize. 

       And what of my other horses?  I had Ron Hill, trained by Danny Dunson, in for a look.  More of the same.  To a horse, their hooves were too short in front, soles too thin and heels too low.  They were heading down the same path as Tica.  Like Tica it would be several months before Firefly's hooves were in tip-top shape.

      A good farrier is hard to find, a great one even harder.  (All my previous farriers were considered "good.")  As an owner, I had frequently found myself torn between what my vet told me my horses' feet required and my farrier, who would say, "No way, can't be done."  Additionally, ignorance, inflexibility, and professional jealousies often intrude, especially when the farrier is flown in from another part of the country and charges more.  Yes, I am now paying more, but I was paying much much more in the long run in terms of the suffering my  horses were enduring, their longevity as sport horses,  training and competition expenses, as well as in the their actual market value.  

       Here is an example:  Years ago Tica rebelled against dressage.  She couldn't relax.  The movements extracted by her then trainer seemed forced and artificial, the opposite of how dressage movements--natural to the horse--should appear.  Again, she appeared sound so I just determined she didn't like dressage and began to have her jumped by a professional as well as jumping her myself.  We started off well enough--great enthusiasm--all jumps cleared, but then she increasingly refused.  I remember crying on Jim's shoulders in the charming town of Woodstock, Vermont where a series of expensive refusals dashed my hopes. 

       Her disappointed and frustrated trainer told others (many others) Tica "had no heart."  She said it was a pity because Tica  had demonstrated the jumping ability of, at least, a $60,000  horse.  But I know now that Tica was indeed at least a $60,000  horse.   It's just that her feet hurt!   And she has plenty of heart.  It was all of us who were supposed to be training her, helping her to get to that joyful level of fitness athletes enjoy, who were the heartless ones.

       So after Woodstock she came home to what I thought would be a non-competitive riding career.  All those show entries, training fees, hotel and gas expenses, had been for nought.  But once again, at home here in Acton, when I asked for some basic dressage movements they were willingly and beautifully executed.  And so, yes, one more try--I found Linda Parmenter and what I thought Tica's end is now her beginning.

      So, my hard-earned advice is, please, get the very best farrier you can.  Get a vet with a string of clients with successful sport horses to recommend one.  And get a sensitive--a truly sensitive--rider like Linda to to sit on your horse and listen to what she has to say.  In the end you'll save money and perhaps even avoid the moment when your poor horse finally says enough, and you find yourself lying flat on your back in the woods waiting for an ambulance. 


Lovey Dovey Our Mourning Dove


                           Lovey Dovey                                  Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012   


          
          That's what Wikipedia's fledgling photos identified her as a Mourning Dove, also sometimes called a Turtle Dove.  But initially, I had no idea what she was.  Missing feathers, bloody and eyes half-closed I doubted she would meet the next sunrise.  I forced small amounts Gatorade down her beak then placed her in a cage under a heat lamp.  I promised her that I would learn what she needed for food if she survived the night.  To my surprise she did.  Her eyes were open and she had enough energy to flee from my hand.

         However, she was in no shape to be released.  Clem had tugged out almost all her flight feathers on her left wing.  Flying was an impossibility.   Though she did make it through the night I still doubted she would live.  But, a promise is a promise, and so I set about finding how to feed her.  Since she had fledged she should have been interested in the dove seed I scattered at the bottom of her cage.  No dice!  It seemed she still needed something called squab milk.  Doves and pigeons are Columbaes and the young are fed a digested form of seed milk from their parents' crop until they are able to consume  whole seeds.   I called two local feed stores and our vet who specializes in exotics--birds, reptiles and the occasional tiger kitten from a local zoo.  The feed stores never heard of it; the vet had but squab milk is something that needed to be ordered.   Lovey Dovey couldn't wait for that.

       Back to the internet.  After a more aggressive search I found I could make my own form of squab milk.  I just needed to re-purpose our coffee grinder to pulverize the dove seed I had on hand and mix in enough Gatorade so it could be taken into an eyedropper then into Lovey Dovey's recalcitrant beak.  Her little gulps were reflexive.  I've fed a number of baby birds with eyedroppers and those who were going to make it demonstrated a least a degree of enthusiasm when presented with the eyedropper.  But not this little one.  

       Yet, she did improve.  That is until one day she appeared listless and on her side.  I gently turned her over and saw she was impacted.  This had occasionally happened with a couple of our chickens so I knew what to do.  Several applications of mineral oil and we were back in business.  And just a few days later she started to peck at the seeds at the bottom of her cage.  


   Lovey  Dovey                                                                                      Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012


  


               Here you see a now older, healthier Lovey Dovey but still lacking all the flight feathers on her left wing.  But I am happy to report that a new set has just started to come in, so we should be able to release her in a week or two.

       I did learn something about Mourning Doves as a result of our partially de-feathered patient.  Mourning Doves are currently the most hunted game bird in the U.S. --20 million taken each year--but their population is listed at a robust 220 million.  So it appears, in the foreseeable future, they are unlikely to go the way of their now extinct cousin--the Passenger Pigeon.  (For details on the sad story of the Passenger Pigeon  please visit this earlier post:  http://windflowerfarmweekly.blogspot.com/2012/04/idaho-gray-sky-country-part-ii.html)   

       However, it seems more Mourning Doves are being killed by hunters than originally thought.   Some believed to have escaped the shotgun, in fact, have not.  Because they eat seed off the ground they often inadvertently ingest the lead pellets that missed their original marks.  But they haven't.  Many birds experience a cruel end by lead poisoning.

        Mourning doves, also known as Turtle Doves, are prolific breeders.  While they usually lay only two eggs at a time, they will do this up to six times a season.  As I mentioned, they feed their hatchlings crop milk which is made from the thousands of seeds they semi-digest each day.  The record for seed storage went to one bird who had stashed 17, 200 blue grass seeds in his crop.  This brought other questions to mind:  Who was the lucky ornithologist who got to do the counting?  Or, and this more likely, did the task fall to some poor graduate assistant?

      Here is yet another interesting and constructive fact I learned about Mourning Doves:  When they set about building their nests, the male and female have distinct roles.  The male's task is to gather nesting material and the female's to construct the actual nest when the material is delivered.  It is the method of delivery I find amusing.
The male lands on the female's back where he unloads his shipment. He then flies off for another while the female, twig by twig, blade by blade, unloads her loving burden and begins building her nest.


Feather Dreams

      Feather Dreams                                                                                   Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012



       As for the perpetrator of the crime, our little Clem seems to have survived the emotional loss of his first live capture.  However, every time Lovey Dovey goes a-flutter in her cage his attention is riveted. But with one--sometimes two--"Leave it!"  Clem complies, walks off, and turns his attention to a toy or raw hide chew.  However, a few nights ago he carried in a new, more modest, prize from the outdoors--a Blue Jay feather.  Here is Clem nodding off with his treasure, perhaps to dream about the one that got away, or that next one who won't! 




       Soon Jim and I are off to Cape Cod for a few days in Wellfleet and the National Seashore.  Of course, this just happens to coincide with several sightings of Great Whites in that exact area.  I'm a wimp about swimming in cold water--two years living in Hawaii spoiled me--so I bought a second-hand wetsuit which I hope will allow me to stay in longer.  And, I must admit, it did occur to me that that layer of neoprene might be just thick enough to mitigate a chance encounter with Jaws.


       Thank you for reading The Windflower Weekly.  See you soon.

                            -- Ainslie




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Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Tica, My Andalusian Mare Goes For Broke, Highway's Road Home, A Bait Dogs, Happy Ending, And Lovey Dovey Escapes The Jaws Of Death!

    Navarro on left with half-sister Tica at Crane Beach                                                           Ann Dykiel copyright 22012




       I am embarrassed.  This is supposed to be a weekly blog but I haven’t posted it since my trip to Idaho.  While I don’t have an excuse for May and June, I do for July.  On the way back from a leisurely two-hour trail ride with my student and friend Madeleine, my beautiful Andalusian mare—my friend of fourteen years—suddenly exploded in a paroxysm of bucks.  As she jettisoned me off her left side my helmeted head smacked into a tree, the force of which then propelled me down onto several of our many New England rocks.   Because I had broke ribs previously I knew I had done it again, but this time in a much bigger way.  The pain was acute and I was having trouble breathing. 

       My student gathered up Tica, now peacefully grazing a few feet away, while I punched in 911 on my cell phone.  I described my location and was told to stay on the line.  This was not easy--holding my phone, perched on points of unyielding granite, and repelling our three robustly friendly dogs, now happy and excited to find me suddenly at their level.  With licks and attempted pawings on the chest they encouraged me to get up and play.  A couple of sharp angry barks from me and my student’s dogs thought it prudent to seek out their owner, while our little Clem decided it best to lie down beside me and wait until I had come to my senses. 

       Almost immediately I heard sirens in the distance.  I had been in the Navy and previously had read my ninth-grade mythology, so I knew about sailors enticed onto rocks.  The sound of sirens (of the attractive variety, not the emergency type) should have come before I hit the granite, not after.  

       I gasped into the phone that I needed oxygen.

       “They’re almost there.  Don’t hang up ’til you see them.

       And then they were there.  I recognized one slightly red-faced gentleman from a previous ambulance call, not for me but one I phoned in for a jogger who had twisted his ankle on the trail.  What had caused his fall?  -- A rock, of course.

       First sentence out of the paramedic’s mouth was, “Don’t move off those rocks!”

       To make a long paragraph short, being lifted onto the stretcher and carried through the woods over fallen trees and the stone walls of our colonial farmer forefathers,  hurt like hell.  But now on oxygen, and with the knowledge that more care and pain relief would come, I began to relax.  And the stretcher mattress was Tempur Pedic. 

       Once in the ambulance I was asked where I wanted to go.  Hmm!  In six previous ambulance rides (one for my son, one for my daughter, one for a very important younger friend, and three for myself), I'd never been given a choice. 

       “Emerson Hospital.”  I knew people there, it just was one town over in Concord, and the morphine drip would come sooner.
      
       Once there, my previous rib fractures made the X-rays taken too difficult to read, so it was on to a Cat Scan.  All this was done quickly and with great concern for my comfort.  The ER doctor materialized in front of me. 

       “You’ve broken seven ribs.  You bruised your lung and spleen.  You’re going to a trauma center.  Where do you want to go?”
      
       A choice again—wow, a menu of four-star hospitals!  “Where can I go?”

       “Any hospital that has a trauma center.”

      “How about MGH?”

       Massachusetts General Hospital, often referred to here as “Man’s Greatest Hospital,” truly is.  Just this year it was ranked as the number one hospital in the world.  And because the world famous hero neurosurgeon in my novel Trophies re-locates to MGH in order to be near the book’s heroine (who lives in the nearby colonial town of Groton) I have a sentimental attachment to MGH.
           
       Available bed confirmed, I was packed off again in the same ambulance with the same group of EMTs I had come to know.  One proudly told me he had a bulldog.  I couldn’t resist telling him that I was sure he had picked out that breed because it resembled him—tough on the outside but a total cupcake inside.  He smiled a broad affirmation

       Once in the trauma center things happened quickly.  I was re-hooked and re-wired to everything under the sun.  I was given dilaudid, though I told a nurse at Emerson I couldn’t tolerate it.  So, in my case, what went down came up—emphatically, rapidly, and unpleasantly.  A resident was called in who checked my record.

      “Yep, here it is--allergies, dilaudid.”  (Let’s hope someone was spoken to.)  So I was given an epidural--most frequently given to women in labor--and the pain abated.

       And where was my family in all this?  Well, Alec was in Montana studying for a degree in Physics.  Marleny had been called by an Emerson staff member who was her dear friend and Marleny was already at Windflower Farm taking charge of horses, dogs, chickens, ducks, goldfish, bunny, and bird.

       But Jim, my poor husband, who had witnessed more ambulance rides by those he holds dear than any man should, was temporarily absent from this “land of the bean and the cod.”  He was in the land of the “Tar Heels” North Carolina for three weeks teaching at the National Humanities Center.  Friday afternoon the staff at Emerson reached him on his cell phone.  After his second week of intensive teaching he was taking a short hike in the Duke Forest near Durham.  Lucky he had his phone turned on.

       He was told it was serious, but that my head and neck seemed free of damage.  He asked if he could speak with me, but I was getting more tests.  A little later, Emerson called him again to say that because I’d suffered significant trauma it wasn’t prudent to keep me at Emerson.  When he first spoke with me on the phone he volunteered to fly back but I said no.  By that time it was clear that my lungs were not punctured (but bruised) and my spleen was not ruptured (but bruised also). 

It is well known that equestrian sports rank right up there with motorcycle riding and rock climbing in the danger department.  But the author of this buck explosion was Tica.  Why had my ride on an older and trusted horse, and on a trail we had ridden hundreds of times, ended in such an accident?  We’d often gone off-trail, so Tica was used to breaking through or pushing branches.  If she found herself ensnared by vines she would simply stop, knowing that I’d dismount and clear away the impediments.  Next thought--bees.  When stung by an occasional ground bee, her reaction was to toss her head in agitation and stamp her foreleg. That's it.  So, there would have needed to be many bees.  Yet seconds after I hit the rock, I saw Tica grazing peacefully.  If she’d been stung by multiple bees, she would have been in such discomfort that she'd have galloped home. 

This weighed as heavily on my psyche as the breaks and bruises did on my body.  There has not been an outburst by one of my horses that I have not understood; a fawn in repose suddenly exploding out of tall brush, a tree falling, a mountain biker at a fast clip around a corner, or my failure to complete a certain area of training.  This was a horse that I had allowed my advanced beginners—some of them children—to ride on the trail!  This could not happen again, but how could I ensure it did not happen again if I couldn’t finger the cause?  I could have died that day--or worse-- and still I had no idea why.

Healing, however, was the immediate task at hand.  For two days I was in the trauma unit, frequently checked by nurses, residents, and attending physicians to ensure that I remained stable.  Apparently a great number of things can go wrong when one receives such a whack.  On the third day, I was pronounced stable enough to be moved away from the constant surveillance and immediate proximity of the nurses’ station.  I remained on the same ward but further down, and I’d gained a roommate.

Because of the medication and the pain I remember only snippets of what happened in the trauma unit, who said what, who did what to me and why.  But soon sleeping more and being monitored less, I became reasonably alert and could recall much more of what was happening.  My roommate, who was post-operative, slept most of the time.  One night, I was wakened to the melody of the sweet voice of a child singing.   I couldn’t understand the lyrics.  I could barely determine that they were, in fact, words.  Nor was the music familiar.  My roommate--well into her seventies, now smiling slightly in her musical dream--was the singer.  

       The next day, returning from my first unaccompanied walk-about, I found her gone.  She’d been transferred to a rehab unit.  That’s what a nurse told me.  Three hours later she was replaced by a high school biology teacher just back from surgery with ten inches of intestine removed.  She also slept a lot.

       The medical care I received was, by-and-large, superb.  If I was in distress and it was too early for my meds, the Pain Management team was summoned and immediately something was done to make me at least a modicum more comfortable.  The nurses were wonderful—they clearly loved their work and we had a lot of pleasant, sometimes downright funny conversations.

       However, there was one dolt (not a nurse), completely lacking in social skills, who handled all calls, whether they came from a patient on the floor or a caller outside.  She huffed impatiently at my daughter because she called the number I assigned me before I was moved down the hall to another room.  She huffed again when my daughter asked her to repeat the new number.  She was pissy and abrupt when I called for nurse.  So what did I do?  I became pissy and abrupt.  I summoned a nurse via my little emergency bell and handed her a note for the phone lady.  I told Nurse Kathy--I really liked her--that she could read it, too.  I already knew she had “issues” with this woman.  “You are extremely rude to my roommate and me and to relatives who speak with you.  I suggest you stop at McDonald’s on your way home and have yourself a ‘Happy Meal!’  In fact, have two!!”   

       That was not my last encounter with bad manners.  MGH is a teaching hospital so I’d been accustomed to seeing a  number of doctors, always in pairs.  Sometimes I took notice of their name tags, sometimes not.  On one occasion a doctor I hadn’t recalled seeing--however, he might have seen me that first blurry day or two--arrived at the foot of my bed with a female doctor at his side. 

       “Hi sweetie, how are you doing?” he said.

       This was an immediate call to arms.   I put down my Kindle and raised myself up as I high as my broken bones would allow.

       “Well, Dr. Sweetie, I’ll let you know when you stop calling me sweetie.”

       There was a pause.  This was his chance to call me Mrs., Miss or Ms (I'm not fussy) Brennan, my legal name.  He just smiled pleasantly.  Behind him, the face of the Resident doctor, junior to him, was expressionless except for widening eyes.

       A few more seconds and I spoke.

       “I’m better, but not great.  When am I going home?”


       He told me my lungs weren't clear enough and that I wasn’t going anywhere until they’d improved.  He nodded to the little plastic air machine on my bed--a spirometer.  I had to breathe into its resistance.  Something no one with cracked ribs wants to do.

       “That’s your ticket out of here.”  Then he was gone.

       I glanced over at my roommate, afraid my somewhat animated voice had disturbed her.  Her eyes were closed but her arm hung over the bed rail, the thumb on her hand in the ‘thumb’s up” position.

       Later that evening I relayed the details of the episode to two residents and asked who Dr. Sweetie was.

       “He’s your attending--one of the greatest trauma surgeons in the world.”

       “He can be greater.”

       A resident’s relationship to the attending physician is often that of a mortal to a god, and I think they expected a response like, “Oops, guess I blew that one.”  But to me, since he is so highly trained, so well thought of, all the more reason the patient should expect a professional doctor-patient relationship, or just good manners.  I don’t care whether a doctor is treating a bag woman or our Secretary of State, patients should not spoken to in such a condescending and falsely intimate manner. 

       Overall, however, the level of care my body and soul received was excellent.  I’d never before received such attention to my comfort, or rather discomfort.  I cannot say enough about the nurses.

      I passed three nights and four days at MGH and was released on my birthday.  My daughter Marleny and my friend and student Lindsay picked me up bearing bags of croissants and coffee drinks.  The world needs more of those two ladies.  Lindsay even brought a CD of my beloved Joni Mitchell for listening pleasure on the ride home.  And when I walked in my front door Marleny had done some wonderful tidying up.  All horses and other animals were fine, fed, and content.  Lindsay went out and returned with Indian food.  I was at home and in heaven.


              Tica                                                                                    Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012 


       That evening I slowly made my way to the pasture fence.  Tica put herself within arm’s reach.  As I stroked her I tried to figure out, for the millionth time, why she had acted out so emphatically.  In a few weeks, with the help of my trainer Linda Parmenter,  Dr. Liz Maloney, and X-rays, I would know.  Details in the next blog.



       Here is a YouTube entitled Highway’s Road Home that I completed last week.   It tells the story of a “bait dog” (used for exactly that in pit bull fighting) who was found near death on the side of a Mississippi highway.  The ending is happy, so please hang in and watch it through.



       



       In an earlier blog we introduced you to Clem, our rescue puppy.  Like Highway, he's from Mississippi, but unlike Highway he was treated with nothing but kindness before his adoption.  Clem's mother, together with her canine traveling companion, landed hungry and tired in the driveway of a woman who took them both in.  Clem and his siblings were born a couple of weeks later.  Now one year old, Clem looks much as he did in this picture from late last fall:


            Clem                                                                                        Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012


And now look what little Clemmie brought out of the woods three weeks ago!
 

       Lovey Dovey                                                                                              Ainslie Sheridan copyright 2012                             


       Thank you for reading The Windflower Weekly.  See you soon with more details of Lovely Dovey, a little mourning dove.


                                            -- Ainslie